Ep. 4.21.1Trīstem et acerbum cāsum Helvidiārum sorōrum!What a sad and bitter fate has befallen the Helvidian sisters! Ep. 4.21.1Utraque ā partū, utraque fīliam ēnīxa dēcessit.Both died in childbirth, each after giving birth to a daughter. Ep. 4.21.2Afficior dolōre, nec tamen suprā modum doleō: ita mihi lūctuōsum vidētur, quod puellās honestissimās in flōre prīmō fēcunditās abstulit.I am afflicted with grief, and yet I do not grieve beyond measure: so mournful does it seem to me that childbearing has carried off such virtuous girls in the first flower of youth. Ep. 4.21.2Angor īnfantium sorte, quae sunt parentibus statim et dum nāscuntur orbātae, angor optimōrum marītōrum, angor etiam meō nōmine.I am distressed at the lot of the infants, who were bereft of their parents at once, even as they were born, distressed for their excellent husbands, distressed too on my own account. Ep. 4.21.3Nam patrem illārum dēfūnctum quoque persevērantissimē dīligō, ut āctiōne meā librīsque testātum est;For I love their father, though he is dead, with unwavering constancy, as my speech and my books bear witness; Ep. 4.21.3cui nunc ūnus ex tribus līberīs superest, domumque plūribus adminiculīs paulō ante fundātam dēsōlātus fulcit ac sustinet.of his three children only one now survives, who, left alone, props up and supports a house that a little while ago rested on several pillars.
Ep. 4.21.4Magnō tamen fōmentō dolor meus acquiēscit, sī hunc saltem fortem et incolumem, paremque illī patrī illī avō fortūna servāverit.Yet my grief will be greatly soothed and find rest if fortune preserves this one at least safe and sound, and equal to that father and that grandfather of his. Ep. 4.21.4Cuius ego prō salūte prō mōribus, hōc sum magis ānxius quod ūnicus factus est.For his safety and his character I am all the more anxious because he has become the only one. Ep. 4.21.5Nōstī in amōre mollitiam animī meī, nōstī metūs;You know how tender my heart is in affection, you know my fears; Ep. 4.21.5quō minus tē mīrārī oportēbit, quod plūrimum timeam, dē quō plūrimum spērō.so you will have less reason to wonder that I fear most for the one of whom I hope most. Ep. 4.21.5Valē.Farewell.