Rosc. Am. 4.1Hīs dē rēbus tantīs tamque atrōcibus neque satis mē commodē dīcere neque satis graviter conquerī neque satis līberē vōciferārī posse intellegō.On matters so great and so terrible I realise that I can neither speak with enough skill, nor complain with enough weight, nor cry out with enough freedom. Rosc. Am. 4.1Nam commoditātī ingenium, gravitātī aetās, lībertātī tempora sunt impedīmentō.For my talent stands in the way of skill, my age of weight, the times of freedom. Rosc. Am. 4.1Hūc accēdit summus timor quem mihi nātūra pudorque meus attribuit et vestra dignitās et vīs adversāriōrum et Sex. Roscī perīcula.Added to this is the extreme fear which my nature and modesty bestow on me, and your dignity, and the violence of our opponents, and the dangers of Sextus Roscius. Rosc. Am. 4.1Quāpropter vōs ōrō atque obsecrō, iūdicēs, ut attentē bonāque cum veniā verba mea audiātis.Therefore I beg and beseech you, judges, to listen to my words attentively and with kind indulgence. Rosc. Am. 4.10Fidē sapientiāque vestrā frētus plūs oneris sustulī quam ferre mē posse intellegō.Relying on your good faith and wisdom, I have taken up more of a burden than I realise I can carry.
Rosc. Am. 4.10Hoc onus sī vōs aliquā ex parte adlevābitis, feram ut poterō studiō et industriā, iūdicēs;If you lighten this burden in some part, I shall carry it as best I can with zeal and diligence, judges; Rosc. Am. 4.10sīn ā vōbīs, id quod nōn spērō, dēserar, tamen animō nōn dēficiam et id quod suscēpī quoad poterō perferam.but if I am deserted by you, which I do not expect, I shall still not lose heart, and I shall carry through what I have undertaken as far as I can. Rosc. Am. 4.10Quod sī perferre nōn poterō, opprimī mē onere officī mālō quam id quod mihi cum fidē semel impositum est aut propter perfidiam abicere aut propter īnfirmitātem animī dēpōnere.But if I cannot carry it through, I would rather be crushed by the burden of duty than either throw away through treachery or lay down through weakness of spirit what has once been laid on me in trust. Rosc. Am. 4.11Tē quoque magnō opere, M. Fannī, quaesō ut, quālem tē iam anteā populō Rōmānō praebuistī, cum huic eīdem quaestiōnī iūdex praeessēs, tālem tē et nōbīs et reī pūblicae hōc tempore impertiās.You too, Marcus Fannius, I earnestly beg to show yourself at this time to us and to the state just such as you showed yourself before to the Roman people when you presided as judge over this same court.