Ep. 8.19.1Et gaudium mihi et sōlācium in litterīs, nihilque tam laetum quod hīs laetius, tam trīste quod nōn per hās minus trīste.I find both joy and consolation in literature, and nothing is so happy as to be happier than literature, nothing so sad that it is not less sad through it. Ep. 8.19.1Itaque et īnfirmitāte uxōris et meōrum perīculō, quōrundam vērō etiam morte turbātus, ad ūnicum dolōris levāmentum studia cōnfūgī, quae praestant ut adversa magis intellegam sed patientius feram.So, troubled by my wife's ill health and the danger of my household, and indeed by the death of some, I have fled to my studies as the one relief for my grief, which make me understand my misfortunes better but bear them more patiently. Ep. 8.19.2Est autem mihi mōris, quod sum datūrus in manūs hominum, ante amīcōrum iūdiciō exāmināre, in prīmīs tuō.It is my custom, however, to test what I am about to put into people's hands by the judgement of my friends first, and of you above all. Ep. 8.19.2Proinde sī quandō, nunc intende librō quem cum hāc epistulā accipiēs, quia vereor nē ipse ut trīstis parum intenderim.So, if ever, give your attention now to the book which you will receive with this letter, since I fear that I myself, being sad, have given it too little attention.
Ep. 8.19.2Imperāre enim dolōrī ut scrīberem potuī;For I could command my grief so far as to write; Ep. 8.19.2ut vacuō animō laetōque, nōn potuī.so far as to write with a mind free and cheerful, I could not. Ep. 8.19.2Porrō ut ex studiīs gaudium sīc studia hilaritāte prōveniunt.Moreover, just as joy comes from studies, so studies come from cheerfulness. Ep. 8.19.2Valē.Farewell.